Friday, February 26, 2016

My Peace Love and Ice Cream

Thank you for giving me the sweetest taste of life..
Comfort feeling when you eat it..
Make all the problems fall apart..

Thank you for giving me the peaceful life..
Warm inside this heart when you taste it..
Make all words out with bless...

Thank you for giving the love of my life..
Strength the body when you enjoy it..
Make all the pain turn into joy..

Thank you first love..

for being my peace love and ice cream..
Thank you for giving the best heart in the world..


Thursday, April 12, 2012

Indahnya Bersamamu

Semua gundah dan kelelahan telah terlewati. Kini saatnya aku menjalani kehidupanku yang baru. Hanya aku dan belahan jiwaku, tidak ada yang lain. Menjalaninya semua berdua. Kasih ini membawaku melaksanakan semua kewajibanku dengan rasa bangga. Berbagai hal yang tidak pernah kulakukan sebelumnya berhasil kukerjakan walau dengan langkah terseok-seok. Rasa lelah sekejap hilang dengan rasa bahagia yang tak terbendung.

Hanya kami berdua. Aku bukan lagi aku, tetapi kami. Memandangnya membuatku merasa hebat. Membuatku berbunga-bunga. Membuatku terus berucap sukur. Tuhan begitu baik padaku, dengan menjadikannya belahan jiwaku.  

Kasihku, kau melengkapi kehidupanku, kebahagiaanku, dan juga jiwaku. Begitu banyak anugerah yang Tuhan berikan padaku, dan kau menjadi pembawa senyuman bagiku dan juga orang yang menyayangiku. Kau pemimpinku, pelindungku, dan  pembimbingku. Kau kebaikanku, pembawa berkah bagiku, dan belahan jiwaku.
      
~Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.~
Lao Tzu




Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Sebuah Ketidaksempurnaan yang Sempurna

Sebuah rencana terjadi berdasarkan keinginan dan imajinasi juga cita cita. Ketika rencana itu sedikit demi sedikit terlaksana semakin banyak kebutuhan dan tuntutan yang harus dipenuhi. Proses menjadikan sebuah rencana menjadi rumit berdasarkan paksaan situasi. Membuat keinginan, imajinasi, dan cita cita hilang terserap ide ide  baru tak bertepi.

Sesak rasanya. ketika otak ini menjadi buntu akibat kerumitan proses. Gambaran ketidakpedulian akan apa yang sebenarnya menjadi tujuan awal. Berusaha untuk berjalan dengan perhitungan yang berada di luar nalar kemauan. Sebuah pertanyaan dengan tanda tanya besar. Apa yang terjadi? Apa yang menjadi keinginan terbesarmu? Apa yang membuatmu bahagia?

Bahagia adalah kata kuncinya. Apa yang membuatmu benar benar bahagia? Apakah sebuah kemewahan? Atau moment yang tidak terlupakan?
Apa Inti dari semua ini?

Bertemu dan berkumpul dengan orang orang yang sangat dirindukan. Tertawa bersama sahabat. Dan memberikan yang terbaik bagi orang orang tercinta tanpa beban berlebihan. Itu yang menjadi pilihanku.


~You can overcome anything. It takes having an obstacle to learn and grow~

ORLANDO BLOOM on Dyslexia.
  People Magazine

Sunday, November 27, 2011

Memulai Pagi tanpa Tapi

Dunia kembali di mulai bersamaan dengan datangnya matahari.
Kehidupan yang terhenti mengalir bersamaan desahan kemalasan.
Kerinduan akan aroma kehangatan semakin menghambat sang cahaya masuk dalam penjuru otak.
Bayangan akan rutinitas harian menarik setiap semangat.
Oh.. berikan aku waktu lima menit lagi untuk mengumpulkan nyawa yang melayang.
Tetapi waktu tak memberikan kompromi. Detiknya terus berjalan teratur.
Memaksa kaki menyeretkan tubuh yang tak ingin pergi.
Karena mimpi dan khayalan lebih indah dari dunia yang pilu.
Keindahan senyum pagi tidak menggugah kekecewaan akan hari.
Detik pun terus bergerak seiring terik sinar matahari.
Menggelitik setiap insan yang terus merajuk untuk memulai hari. 



Inspired from a friend's Status.

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Smile

Smile tho’ your heart is aching,
Smile even tho’ it’s breaking,
When there are clouds in the sky
You’ll get by,
If you smile
thro’ your fear and sorrow,
Smile and maybe tomorrow,
You’ll see the sun come shin-ing thro’ for you
Light up your face with gladness,
Hide ev-’ry trace of sadness,
Al -’tho a tear may be ever so near,
That’s the time,
You must keep on trying,
Smile, what’s the use of crying,
You’ll find that life is still worth-while,
If you just smile,

Note:
I used this lyric as a gift to my PPL students.
Keep smiling. That’s what I try all the time.
Smile, Whatever happens. Even when you cry you have to keep smiling -even you’ll look weird hahaha- . I love to smile. It’s my way running away from the pain. There are two choices, cry or smile. You can’t cry in front of everybody, smile is all you have. Big grin, and everyone will smile back at you.
I wonder, maybe that’s why people look at me as a childish person. That’s because I act to make myself smile and people around me smile, don’t have to laugh, just smile. People see me as a happy person, no pain and trouble in my life. -perhaps- I always share my smile to everyone never share my tears cuz that’s too bad.
But sometimes, I need to share my tears too, with someone. Someone who really understands and accepts both my smile and tears. I don’t need a pity, just let me cry and wait until the pain is gone and let’s smile again together.
Like Chaplin, he is usually described as a troubled person, with no money and become the victim of circumstance and coincidence. But He maintains the attitude and demeanor of a high-class individual; as long as he acts like one he can believe that he is one, and is able to keep his hope that some day he actually will be again. So, he lives his hard life easily as if there is no trouble at all. He does what he can do right now, and nothing else.
So, he’s hiding his pain. and people always look him as a happy person, but there’s a time when he also breaks down and cries.


~The simple things in life are what make us truly happy :)~

Monday, August 8, 2011

P.S. I am Sorry


It seems easy when I think about it. But when I try to do it, stress is all I got. I don’t know why, but this kind of situations make me uncomfortable. Everyone sees it as the best chance for me. Well, if it is, I will be happy with all the obstacles. Now, what happened? I freak out every time it started and ended.


I am truly grateful with my life. I have great family that always send their love and pray. They support me in everything. I am blessed, that anywhere I go, I always find wonderful friends. People who will understand and calm me when I am stupid. But I become a fool to many times nowadays. And that’s not good for me and for other. People will get bored to hear all of my problems. I am not a drama queen.


My life is perfect with him by my side. He makes me realize that I am not alone anymore. He makes everything easy for me. He holds my hand when I am afraid. He saves me from my worries.


I love them all; I want to give them my best love. But it is hard to do when I am not happy, when I am so not enjoy the moment, when I am always desperate to reach something that frighten me. I feel exhausted even when I sleep. I am crying while I am laughing. I search for happiness by eating something I don’t even want it. I close my mind just to wish that today is going to be over soon.


Can I make people around me happy while I feel so upset? I hate myself for being a loser. I blame myself as I give up easily. But my dreams are bigger than this. My potentials are brighter than just this person who sighing every time the phone ring. I can fly higher than those luxurious life style. I want to work harder than anyone else with smile on my face. I need to be proud of myself as I finished all my challenges of the day, go to sleep and be ready to face more the next day. I need to love myself more than anything.



~If what you are doing is not moving you towards your goals, then it's moving you away from your goals~



Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Mama's Song



Mama, you taught me to do the right things. 
So, now you have to let your baby fly. 
You've given me everything that I will need. 
To make it through this crazy thing called life. 
And I know you watched me grow up, 
and only want what's best for me. 
And I think I found the answer to your prayers. 

Mama, there's no way you'll ever lose me. 
Giving me away is not goodbye. 
As you watch me walk down to my future, 
I hope tears of joy are in your eyes. 

And when I watch my baby grow up, 
I'll only want what's best for her. 
And I hope she'll find, 
the answer to my prayers. 
And that she'll say... 



 Taken from: Mama's Song by CARRIE UNDERWOOD
 

~The heart of a mother is a deep abyss at the bottom of which you will always find forgiveness~
 (French Novelist He developed the realistic novel describing French society in Comedie Humaine (1841). 1799-1850)